Tuesday, May 29, 2012

"One-Sided Romance" - Sometimes Dreams Aren't Mutual

It seems to be the story of my life; feelings arise, and continue to grow until I finally can't hold it in anymore and I just have to tell her.  Up until that point I'm always thinking the feeling is mutual (or at least hoping it is), but...it usually isn't.  Someday the story will be different, but I haven't yet found evidence of it.  It's a good thing our hearts don't need evidence to believe, or I'd be lost.

One-Sided Romance
Must it always end like this?
I put it to words, but somehow they miss
Descend into hopelessness
I must have imagined it all

It seems the fault lies with me
I always give away my heart too easily
I must have misread you somewhere
As the hooks withdraw, they catch and they tear

I'm sorry, my darling
I just had to ask you
I wish that you cared as much as I do
Loneliness pierces my heart like a lance
I'm sorry I crafted this one-sided romance

Each time, it's the same
It happens so often that I am ashamed
I thought it'd be different this time
Wishful thinking isn't really a crime

I'm sorry, my darling
I just had to ask you
I wish that you cared as much as I do
But for some reason I'd hoped that by chance
This love wouldn't be a one-sided romance

It hurts too much to say goodbye
And yet friendship hurts the same
But for your sake, I'll dry my eyes
And I'll always remember your name

I'm sorry, my darling
That I had to ask you
You were my dream, but some dreams don't come true
My hope is dissolving with one final glance
I'll try to forget our one-sided romance

1 comment:

  1. I feel the tears and the ensuing tears. I am grateful for the wisdom that is growing in your beautiful heart.

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